Wednesday, April 13, 2011

conduct

how is one supposed to conduct themselves? i always liked that turn of phrase. i imagine standing outside of myself waving a stick dramatically and pulling up slowly to build my own intensity.

if there was a finishing school i would have it--and while i'm relishing the lack of sugar in my personality, sometimes the salty, petulant shtick gets old.

so, how do we conduct ourselves?

if i knew more about music this could be a great piece of reading.

i have all of these questions. am i supposed to conduct myself differently then men? should i care about sports? should i take up knitting? where is the crescendo?

when i pull out the mind (which i paid so much money to hone) people get up and walk away. not sure where i got it, but i do believe myself to be off-putting.

oops.